"Those are not the kinds of mistakes that are easy to make," I remind him. "But if you insist. You will simply have to play my governess."

I will never tire of him holding me steady, holding onto me. Reminding me that I'm here and physical and real, even if I'm not happy with myself, I am incredibly happy with him. He is everything to me, these days.

All I have left.

"I don't know. Did you have something in mind?"