I kiss him slowly for as long as I can stand it, like if I just keep going it will somehow feel more real, like it will somehow make it easier for me to go back down to the command room and get on with what I need to do.
Like it will make leaving him behind easier.
I finally break the kiss with a choked, broken sob. A sound I'd never normally make, but one I just can't help right now, pride be damned. I grip at his uniform with both hands, and bow my head to press my face against his chest. I need a moment to compose myself again, to rally my resolve, and he's the steadiest presence I know.
"Look after Emi for me, okay?" I speak against his shirt, but loud and unmuffled enough for him to hear. "If this goes as I've planned he's.... well he's going to lose his avatar. His body should be fine, but it's. I don't think he's fully realized that it won't be like his avatar, that he's going to go back to being physically so small. Make sure he doesn't- That's he's not too- Well, just keep an eye on him, okay? Maybe two."
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Date: 2015-04-12 01:42 am (UTC)Like it will make leaving him behind easier.
I finally break the kiss with a choked, broken sob. A sound I'd never normally make, but one I just can't help right now, pride be damned. I grip at his uniform with both hands, and bow my head to press my face against his chest. I need a moment to compose myself again, to rally my resolve, and he's the steadiest presence I know.
"Look after Emi for me, okay?" I speak against his shirt, but loud and unmuffled enough for him to hear. "If this goes as I've planned he's.... well he's going to lose his avatar. His body should be fine, but it's. I don't think he's fully realized that it won't be like his avatar, that he's going to go back to being physically so small. Make sure he doesn't- That's he's not too- Well, just keep an eye on him, okay? Maybe two."